Indecent Joys

Yes, here I admit,
that I commit mistakes
and behave badly purposely
like I was and I used to be
with others as usual
It is difficult to break a habit
A habit of behaving mischievously
when you are not around
I cannot ask for apologies
for my casual doings,
I commit willfully
I try my best to abandon
all these as soon as I can,
just because you get hurt
and not because I don't like them
Sacrifices in love are worth 

sacrificing for a true lover

Though I'm still on may way to love,
I'll somehow sacrifice
my past and my indecent joys
as soon as possible...